"Are you ok , Girl" I whispered in her ear as tears steamed down her face. "Yes Sir.... it is good ... more please" she choked out thorough the sobs. The first time i made a submissive cry was an intense and unexpected experience. It was also an enlightening one.
My submissive at the time , Lets call her "Kay" for decorums sake, was a buxom pain slut. She became wet at the sound of my belt slapping through the belt loops hoping it was headed for her ass. She loved intense play. She loved the kind of pain that more often than not others could not endure. I regularly pushed that envelope to see where her limit lay. I never did find it.
This time found her starring at my "new" toy. I let her believe that I had not practiced much with the single tail in my hand. I showed it to her and remarked on its "newness". The truth is I had been practicing with it for a good 6 mo. What I didn't show her was the electric fly swatter. After being bound to the spanking bench and blindfolded I began taping her ass with biting electric shocks as I cracked the whip. She later told me she fully expected to find open wounds from a sound whipping. That the pain triggered a cathartic flood of tears.
When she began crying I stopped and did a sub check. She said it was a good .... that she wanted more. I obliged for another five minutes then took her down for aftercare. I did not want to push too far into a door so unexpectedly unlocked.
In that scene I came to understand another aspect of play. I was use to inducing sub space. I was use to turning little subbies into puddles of horniness. I was not use to inciting my submissive into catharsis. It was a bit of a shock. Kay and I discussed it at length.
The play had released stresses and emotions that she was feeling about her job and another relationship. things that she felt but was not able to put a finger on or release on her own. She described it as "a tearjerker on steroids". There it was. Another facet to this life had opened up. Not only was I able to incite passion and endorphins I was able to release deep seated stress and emotions.
My submissive tears are another gift to be cherished for they represent the trust and pact between us. They are always to be acknowledged by sub check. They are to be treasured as a special part of this journey together. I will dry them with care and look upon them with love.
So if you need to let it go..... if you need your Sirs hand for that "gentle push" (lol) to get there..... then go on and cry...cry ... Baby!
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